Bài này mình viết về Jonghyun, nghệ sĩ đã truyền cho mình rất nhiều cảm xúc, kể cả là cảm hứng sáng tác.
Các bạn có thể không đọc, vì nó thực sự rất buồn.
It’s another November 11th comes, your most favorite date of all time.
People outside are celebrating it, because it’s too special to ignore, or just to let it go.
But for me, it became a special day because you’re a special being, absolutely not because of Pepero’s day or something. Though I know you love Pepero and can never stop sneaking them before bed and yea, I love Pepero too.
My dear, I miss you this much, that I can buy all Pepero in the world for you.
You deserve so much more than that.
So I thought I could sing you a song, not the old and boring Happy Birthday song though,
Your favorite singer is doing well too, she even became a solo artist.
I hope you love this, it’s eleven-eleven, but don’t worry because I would never, ever forget you.
Love you, sweetheart.
From your beloved sister.
(may be you don’t want to read it, it’s personal post of mine and it’s not as bright as the title, so you have been warned. sorry for this.)
I think I’m a lucky person because I already met too many angels in life.
You may not know that I have an angel of my own. She shined as the sun at dawn. She was gorgeous as you are now, Mark.
Hey, let me tell you a fun fact, she was about Joey’s age, may be a couple of months older. How lovely that I have a sister and you have a brother and we are the same age as well, right? I just thought it’s cute.
She was a little too much adorable if you asked me. That natural curled hair fit her round face too well and she looked like a little twinkled twinkled star every time she smiled.
She was a truly talented child.
She could do ballet, folk dance and also contemporary dance since she was just 10.
She could play piano too, just simple pieces but, she practiced them on her own.
She just bloomed so perfectly. I realized that I adore her so much more whenever I talk about her.
She is my pride, always.
I miss her when she was a little clingy.
I wonder if she would love you too.
But why she had to leave, Mark? Why a peaceful and graceful child as her had to leave so soon?
She left and I’m so broken. It couldn’t be fixed.
It hurts because I have to use past tense to talk about my little cherished sister. It’s so hard for me even 4 years had passed.
May be I didn’t deserve her. May be she will go to a better place where everything is beautiful and peaceful as herself.
I always love her with all my heart. I wish she could know that truth.
I’m sorry for this but I didn’t tell anyone about my feeling this much,
and I just thought that you need to know one of the reasons why I became an angsty person so…
I’m sorry for bothering you though.
From –G. with so much emptiness.
Có những buổi chiều nhỏ, những cái hẹn nhỏ, và nhiều người xa lạ.
Nó lạc giữa một buổi chiều nhạt nhoà như thế, không nói nhiều với sự lạc lõng, chỉ thấy cần một bàn tay thân thuộc kéo nó ra khỏi chốn này. Con đường lạ lẫm không làm nó hiếu kỳ, trái lại nó bơ vơ một cách đáng thương hại.
Nó cũng không có bàn tay nào thân thuộc.